Haha.. Finally tml last paper le..
Can slack abit le..
Ytd went down play batminton, den muscle today cramp like hell..
Both hand cramp till almost can't move..
Leg still can walk la.. haha..
zhen xiang bu dao wo yu dao gao shou..
haha.. but with my skill now, maybe can beat my teaccher ba..
Just now, not long ago, i cried..
Have the feeling to suicide again, can't really control my mood nw..
feeling extremely depressed..
Hurt badly inside.. but nobody really cares..
With my confused mind, i dun even know what am i doing lor..
haiz, who can help me ???
Can't really wait to my birthday,
just wondering what will happened one that day..
It maybe a happy or even sad sad day for me..
no one knows.. unless u r god la.. haha
Dun really expect my friends to buy those big big present..
just a warm birthday for me will do..
i just wanna be happy through out the whole day can le..
...LOL...
[[..el in gnahs ia gnaix oah ow..]]